Pardon the intteruption

Sorry for the interruption...
But I am going to take a break from reading some of ya'lls blogs for a while. It's getting to be quite more than I can deal with. Everyone I keep reading is having major life and death issues and there are things that after a while I can't imagine and I don't know what to pray anymore. You will have to forgive me at some point but I am having nightmares.
To Sarah: my heart goes out to you as anniversaries are so very hard. I can't imagine what you remember holding your little boy after he had passed. It's not your fault that he left this earth and only God knows why.
I know I beat myself up pretty good after each of my losses and after Jonathan was born with his issues, so I know where you are coming from.
What it comes down to is that there really isn't anything you did to cause your loss. You aren't the one to blame.

Something shook me up when a friend I have known for a long time recently emailed me and told me that she had been enduring an abusive marriage. told me to keep it a secret... OK she could end up either really hurt or dead... what secret is worth that? all I could tell her was to get the heck out of dodge, and to get the law involved and gave her a 800 number for a domestic violence hotline.
Other than that I will keep praying for those close to me. Fred is prayed for and victoria and her family are in my thoughts although I need to back off a wee bit. My heart breaks for them. May God have mercy on the man who stole their life savings they needed to pay for a 6 year old's cancer treatment.

I will keep reading my friend's blogs (that is if they keep writing ;) ) Just not ones like pray for Stellan etc. I can't take anymore heartbreak.
Blessings