Another Thankful for Friday

I've decided to keep this as a Friday thing...

I am Thankful for; My new washing machine. It's here and I am finally able to wash my clothes at Home.
I am thankful for the experience of the once a week trek to the Laundry place and the people we met while there. Having this experience makes me all the more thankful for the washer and dryer. I can wash clothes while Daniel and Jonathan take a nap although Jonathan is a great helper putting stuff in the washer.
He LOVES Spin cycle.


Thankful that we have some sort of a/c. It's been HOT and muggy here. Although it's a window unit and is about 60% efficient it's better than nothing.

Thankful for second chances...Tomorrow I will be going to a woman's life group. although I am SCARED of doing this I appreciate the courageous step I am taking. Hopefully I won't need medication after. Some people are laughing but I was told they wouldn't be either if they had my life, they'd be just as scared as me.

Thankful that on Sunday it will be 3 years since we brought Jonathan home from the NICU. Best and scariest day of my life since our wedding. I will never forget that day. This your it falls on Mother's Day.

But since we tend to observe Mother's Day on that Saturday before it's great. If we go out it is not crowded at all and it's more low key. There are college graduations going on but that's it and it's not a huge deal to compete with. We've been places on Mother's day and people were acting like fools and it was embarrassing. That and we wanted to honor and respect our babies that went to heaven before us.(hence the day before)
It is an honor to be a friend and it's even more an honor to be able to pray with them through a trial. I love my friends even if we've not officially met yet. I have a lot of them and they are the best friends a girl could have.

I am putting out an unspoken prayer request for wisdom in a certain situation. I'm trying to make a decision of whether talking about a certain thing is worth it any more. It's just hurting me as time moves on and seems to help a little right now. Although this may be a sign I need to continue I feel like it needs to me more guided and the ghosts told to leave.

I am thankful though that I was able to talk things out with people that were objective and had wisdom than I was able to have at the time. In my opinion I was more than angry and wanted everyone involved to burn at the stake. Now I could walk up to a few of them and say hello without wanting to slap someone. That's improvement.
That is all for me right now and I will post more later.

Blessings

Last night I found Jonathan in the Pack n play we use occasionally when Daniel and Jonathan need space and need their naps. some times he still loves confined spaces.